"Thank You, God!"
I was feeling rather down ever since my mum went for the operation...cos I felt I am so useless...I can't be there looking after her, taking care of her at this moment... Dad had to work & mum alone went to buy her food and was giddy... If only I can be there to accompany her, cooking for her..... I felt very bad about it... real bad...
I did went down to visit her on a Sat afternoon. She looked wear out & weak, my heart aches a lot... I could do nothing at that moment of time... nothing to ease the pain from her... nothing at all... I can only comfort her with words. When it was time to go, my tears rolled down uncontrollably... I was relunctant to part with her, it had been more than half a year since I last saw her... I hugged her, not too tight, due to her operation wound at the back... I held her hands tightly before I went back... She told me not to cry anymore with teary eyes......
Finally, the cold war between us breaks up... She no longer ignored me, no longer avoids me.... I can once again able to talk with her over the phone, SMS her, even go her house to see her:) I am happy, real happy to se her & my dad!
No matter what, they are always my parents! Always......
"Mum, you are the dearest to me, from young till now, you are always the one I loves most. Hence whenever you are in any forms of difficulties or encounters any problems, I feel very sad and awful... I love you, mummy!"
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