Which is more important, Kinship OR Money?

In this world, nothing matters more than kinship. This is my perception, but how many really feel in that way? But then some people can give up kinship over money... why is that so???

It had been some time since I wrote in the blog... That's because I am facing some kinship problems that are difficult to tackle... It had been a knot tied in my heart, leaving me breathless at times......
Days had passed, weeks had passed, months had passed, but the harm inflicted in my heart still remained... Perhaps it will never be healed at all...... I try ways and means to figure out why such problem arise, but then it still came to naught...

From young, I always envied others had a great family with good family bonding. Though I was the youngest, but I feel very lonely when I was young. Cos my sisters are always out and I am left with no companion to play or confide in... But then I told myself its ok as long as I had the love of ny parents. And indeed they showered ne with unconditioned love & attention, let me feel I am the luckiest child in the world...... But all these had ceased into history......

Now, right now, they just treat me like dirt...( This is how I feel) They ignored my calls, then my sms, now even find a lot of excuses to forbade me from going their house to visit them...... I had been asking myself this question countless times: "What had I done wrong to deserve all this?" And my ans is: "I done nothing wrong at all...The only mistake is to giving in to their demands regardless its reasonable or unreasonable..."

If only can afford bring them to eat good food or buy branded stuffs or jewelleries then consider is a good daughter, then I got nothing much to say...As I am not a rich tai-tai, I am only a HDB tai-tai, an average home-maker who depends on hubby's beacon, while I looking after good my kids......
If kinship is being measured by monetary terms, then its meaningless already......
Because money can buy anything but not kinship, happiness & health!

In conclusion, I had done my very best to be a good & filial daughter all this while... But it ended up with no appreciation... Sad... I will not so-called "pestering" them by keep calling or messaging or wanting to visit them, as it will only further deepened my wounds they had inflicted on me... ... ...
I treasured my family a lot, but it seemed they don't....(except my 2nd sis) All along, I am like a tool for them to make use of. And sometimes I really wondered:"Am I really their flesh and blood? Why am I so different from them in terms of everything?" But I never got the answer... ... ... 

If you were to ask me again: "Which is more important, kinship or money?"
My ans will remained unchanged: "Kinship."